Meet up my Eyes

Never Ending Is what We want.

2011-06-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

Cleaning up whatever I have in my room be it dust or gold is a Routine for me everytime I finish my final exams for that particular semester.

Well there is where you have the box of memories flowing through your mind and soul again.
Realizing how Stupid it was back then treasuring all the bullshitted papers under my desk hidden in the box.

I noticed I have received alot of necklace for any occasions but cant remember who actually gave me that. Haha Opps

Anyway, Memories are something God has given to you for you to remember what you have done and gone through.

An album flipping in my mind with scenes of life,
Be it good or bad,
Its a flash back.

and Yes,
The existence of the worst in your life is to let you realize the Existence of the Best. =)

Right now,
I am in Love With this Guy. Sweetest Thing Ever. =D
We have signed a verbal contract without an expiry date.
=D

Anger Burns

2011-06-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

The flaming eyes are everywhere no matter where I go.
Can't Be Bothered Much because I can't live like How they Want me to,
Much Of Myself. My Way.
Its Ok You Wont See Me For Long On It, I am giving it a go.
Good for you as this is what you have been longing for.

I cinta Sayangku.
=)

Wave it. Your Toleration.

2011-05-30T01:09:00.002+08:00

!@#$%^&*UI($#@!@#$%^&*(&^%$#@!#$%^&^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$#@!@#$%^&

Is What I want To say it out now.
Switch the Zen Mode On Pweatty Pwease.
But they just somehow wanna make things worse or worst!

You as a wellknown fellow watch out. Its going to Hit on you real soon!
I find youre so much better than a shoe shine. probably your side income now?
I curse too much because of everything.
I shall stop it.
Less sin.
Yes.

I found it back.

2011-01-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

The emotionally modified car is now found again, not a permanent one but temporary..
with the same driver, the scent of smell and the same ambience.
How can I not release my thoughts with you when we are there together.

He pat my head and comfort me like how he used to..
soothing me with whatever he can.
he is my fren bro. =D
Cannot make it because he is too funny.

Beyond words to describe...
he made my day as usual before I can even decide to end my day with full depression.
=D

*Its just the naughty moodswing that I have right now causing me to feel as if Im in deep shit*
*I'm good =)*
Gold fish.
-redtomato-

素食面包

2011-01-19T16:23:00.004+08:00

最近碰到了好多让我变得沉重的事物，
有好也有坏。
感觉说不出来。。有时候觉得还蛮开心但是失落的感觉往往又不知道从哪里冒了出来。
深怕会被你你你看到但又敌不过自己的心情。。

学院生是我目前的代号。
注意力应该是时候转移了，不可以太荒唐地过日子。。
看见你们，觉得生活过的好美满。。
但应该不要看表面吧？

我说我放下了但是可能我还没有, 我自己也不知道。。
吃下一口素食面包，觉得我的口味变太重了。。
反而咬了肉包还更有味道。。
不行哪! 得换口味了啦。。是时候吃素了。。

你甜蜜吗？应该吧？
不想跟你说，要幸福过日子。
因为我自私。。
也不会跟你说些什么。

想看到你们的恩爱，但又很讨厌看到。
因为不想。。

分别在于，你真的开心吗？
因该是吧。

他今天说了我，

“你是一个公主，要人很夸张的哄你，道歉才会罢休
你是一个很难养的女生，公主，固执。
你可以很坚决，做出决定。然而心理却一直放不下的人。”

是真的。。

我可以不顾一切去做一些让你恨我一辈子的事情。
让你觉得我贱。把你的自尊踩在脚下。
可笑。

该放下脚步慢慢让自己好好过，好好走。。
漫长的日子。勇敢吗？
坚持走完。=)

我是一条金鱼。
可爱的金鱼。
我在卖瓜。
笑一下。
哈哈。

-redtomato-

Being a student again

2011-01-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

Waking up in the early morning.
back to college with some papers and pen in your bag.
sitting on the new set of chairs they have changed it to.
limited size and limited space to move around.
great way to feel the anxiety.

I do not have any resolution this year but I guess I should have some at least to get myself improve or to step into the higher level of my life.
well maybe a good one

I told myself I have to and I want to be a good student this year
and on the very next day I over slept for class?

HAHA. happie larh.
finally back to something normal after exactly one month break.

mom said,
" mei, student has to be healthy ok, no more going out late at night for yumcha or catching up session ok. "

Ok, I try mama. =D

-Redtomato-

Santa is here.

2010-12-24T11:19:00.004+08:00

Im trying to keep myself updated and busy everyday instead of living a pig life at home. bah even pigs have contribution to the people. jelak banget.

Not too fun refreshing Facebook every single minute and staring at the rectangle screen.checking mails and trying to catch up with the rest. woah 3 weeks gone.

The urge of starting back this blog is because of boredom? haha syok sendiri but anyway another way to post status in Blogspot with some story line maybe? I actually went through quite a number of blogs that I have in my tomatoes list and I found things have changed. as in the people, the environment and Im getting older! hahahaha

Err, Peter Pan symptoms can I?

I have just started the photo taking hobby. not very strong but snapping is fun. =)
not very handy but getting used to it.
sometimes overjoyed with the photos I took but its just another very normal shoot that everyone can take. beh I like my photos.

Beer Date with you later. Have fun!

HOHOHO. Merry X'mas! =D

-redtomato-

Wow its Blogspot

2010-12-24T03:22:00.001+08:00

Wow amazed.
but back to life?

Re-opening it. and time to share?
realized that Im such a ___ person?
Ill fill in the blanks myself.
ok.

=D

signing off,
-redtomato-

Ding Dong Bell.

2009-11-13T13:59:00.002+08:00

holllaa heya! coounting down for my training and im pretty happie with it. less than a 100 days now and isnt it GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD to be back home. =D

What to do for OFF day?

2009-09-28T00:26:00.003+08:00

yes what to do for my off day on monday?
usual routine, sleep clean wash and watch.

I have so much to blog and i dunno where to start because everyday over here is superb interesting. and too much too keep.

Ive ever seen the most beautiful night blue sky over here whenever i tilt my head up.
uncountable shiny stars are on top of me. smiling at me which reminds me of the beauty of mother nature.
a life away from the city life is really different and im starting to love this place so so much.

the traffic in the city wakes me up every morning and here,

the stomping sound created by the monkeys when they are chasing one another wakes me up every single morning.

I almost forgotten that I am a Malaysian for some particular moment because of my name.
hahahah..

the guests see me,
they greet me with anyeonghaseyo and koniciwa even if they are CHINESE.
and when i speak mandarin, they show me *WOAH* face. hahaha
guests from China and Taiwan will be so impressed when they know we are quite multilingual.
HAHAHAHAH omg laaa..

Europeans describe good food or good looking yet not so nice food with the sentence of

"Oh, Its LOVELY"

so cute and they are so so so friendly, despite the minority or egoistic guests.

okie lappy is running out of batt.
update next time la. =D

-redtomato-

=D

2009-08-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

an apple a day, keeps the doctor away.

stay healthy! =D

nice? not really but its nice.

2009-08-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

Miss me ?? hahahaha heya! Wat a long long wait for this post rite. =D been busy with my internship and yes! 5 more months to go! Working life is seriously no joke and very hectic. Im trying my best to finish it with no regrets and come back with lotsa experience in my pockets. After all internship over here is not that bad, just that you know yucky mucky management can be found anywhere. Ive tried my best to get the best for myself so I don’t think I have anymore to whine or sigh for, just that..

I MISS HOME A LOT. =S hahahaha homesick eh.

Even my mama is having homesick when she is only away from home for 2 weeks. She is having her own sweet time in LONDON with my auntie

and ME, in cherating working like kuli without pay everyday. Wat a good word to describe, free employee. Hahahaha I have no choice but to bear with it Because im just small lil tiny trainee over here. =P anyway Im getting used to it to that word. So fuck it la rite.

After 1 month plus, finally I get to sleep till 10 in the morning and normally I wake up at 7 to get ready for work.. wat a good day. OFF day is the best day to rest yet it’s another boring day.

Cleaned my room and still considering whether to go to the beach or not but I guess ill be going there to chill for a while since I have nothing better to do. Ill come back to blog whenever I can. With photos probably. =D
Tata. =D

The letter L

2009-07-09T03:07:00.002+08:00

It began in a different way from how the others started theirs..
ups and downs....
I find it getting harder to maintain the whole thing because its not how it used to be.
not anymore. not being sentitive perhaps just thoughts and thoughts and the visual prove.
you may have all the supports and I try to hide all the problems to myself..
mentally and physically...
I have nvr failed to tell myself its all good now. everything is fine because you are there.

However, arguments are breaking everything into pieces and parts.
I am being too sensitive
Not understanding
Behaving like a princess

你有很多人支持你，无论你在做什么。。
在人家的眼中，我就是那个无理取闹的人不体谅的人霸道的人。。
你包容我是因为你爱我，如果这是真的那该多好。。

他们说，
爱一个人，是会愿意作出平常自己都不会做的事。。
如果这是真的，我该去期待你为我而改的那一天吗？
我因该是疯了才会那么想。。

一切都可以用日常习惯作为借口，理由来把一切推得一干二净。
那好吧，当我无理取闹霸道好了。
反正，你们都是这样看我的。

你对我作过的一切，没有承诺也没有保证。
你对我好的时候还有不好的时候，我都是自己承受。。
两行的眼泪，不停的流。。　
而我还期待，希望你能让我得到你的承诺。。
天真的我。

你要的肯定，不是人家来告诉你，而是我。。
或许我也好不到哪里去吧。我也不能给你肯定。

反正我写了再多，说了再多。。
全部都是我在闹。
每次都是我要吵，
你有想过吗？
现在的你对我越来越不耐烦，
越来越会发脾气，
越来越不关心，
又是我在想多了？又是我在吵？　
算了，反正你心里永远都是你在让我，
而我，永远都是那蛮不讲理的大小姐。。　

我在你心目中的地位不如以前，冷淡了吧？
你无话可说，那不用再说了..
反正没了我，你还是有很多人在撑你。

妈妈告诉过我，
你是人家的金元宝，

我是妈妈爸爸的公主。。

如果你不要再疼我，

我们就别再一起。　

Screwed..

2009-07-07T01:34:00.003+08:00

Hello dear all im back to PJ now.
look at the date, its 7.7.2009

eh wait Im supposed to be in Hyatt for my internship now.
should be in regency club now but heh im sitting rite infront of my desktop blogging now.

meh! the accommodation ruined my whole internship in Kuantan! and till now babe doesnt even have a room to stay! quite **ed up so daddy mommy jie jie went pick us up! and they were actually there to check out that place but it turned out to be a trip up to Kuantan to pick mei mei aka me up.. owh well.
What A BAD beginning for my new start rite. =/
I was really really down and I didnt even take all my free time to enjoy the sun sea and sand but to worry bout my internship.

went back to college today and talked to *Ms* to sort of report since no point staying in Kuantan because she can only call the other hotel to get us a place for internship on MONDAY. HOPEFULLY she will get us a nice place to work at.. well the accommodation is the most important part of all. pweeeasse!! i had enough of it!

As you can see from my previous post, the room is worse than what you see from the photos. there were cockroaches being killed everyday by lovey and the whole room smells like cockroach. Even NOW my BAG and my LUGGAGE still smell like one kind. seee how bad it was! =S and I have to pay RM300 per month as rental. =/ =/
so everyday we try to go back to the room as late as we can and get out from the room as early as we can!

and stone at the beach for while before going to McD for the WIFI.
konon-nya got WIFI in the room but the feedback from the receptionist was
"oh Dalam bilik tu Tak Kuat lah."
-_______-

It was drizzling thats why I took out my mickey umbrella.

babe searching for little mermaid.

we never paktoh so I took other couple's photo. =/

Mcd in Teluk Cempedak was the only place we hang out during our stays in Kuantan for the WIFI and the fries and the coke and the food. hence everyday RM7.30 gone in McD.

and seriously, I have enough of the bad accommodation and arrangement and bla bla bla bla bla..

pwease. I just wanna do my internship asap and get my diploma asap!

wish me luck. I need it. my lucky star.

=/ =/ =/

-redtomato-

This really sucks

2009-07-02T23:16:00.003+08:00

货不对板！
货不对板！
货不对板！

叫他滚远远！不要再玩弄我们这些善良的孩子！

=(

The rhythm of heart beating..

2009-06-26T01:06:00.009+08:00

After cleaning my room, I moved my ass to the desk to clear the junks in my desktop. and there are some pictures i found. Too lazy to upload it one by one. hence photoscape does all the work for me. =D

Just before I went for my short hair cut.

Ahh I really missed my long hair! :(

next,

climbed up to adjust the astro signal for mama.

the fella didnt fix the astro properly which result in no drama watching for mama hence daughter did the work. climbed up to adjust for her.

next,

19-6-2009

farewell at Kayu before uppa back to Koreaaaa.

I teared when he said we will seperate here.. :(

Uppa I miss you.

after that,

crazy us fooling in KLIA..

then went back to the IHTM3's house to continue the drinking session with 4 alcoholic beverages * wah sound so beverage studies* ahahahaha.

some K.O-ed and some went back. and I went back hahahaha.

yesterday,

babe bought me Krispy Kreme from Timesquare.
wanted to try as Ive been seeing bloggers blogging bout how delicious the glazed doughnut is.
owh well.

ratings 6/10

too sweet and too soft.
texture comme ci comme ca.

Last weekend,
went back to grandma's house located in Segamat.
after some rest dad brought us to a mamak right beside the Segamat Railway Station.

presenting you the famous dish,
Sotong with satay sauce.
yummie!

but dad bought us another sotong with satay sauce from another stall on the next morning.
the taste OMG better than the one next to the railway station!

grandma showed us a fattie lady finger planted by the maid.
Very big. 4 times bigger than a normal lady finger.

hahaha .

random one,
camwhored with sister.

sister made me posed for the outfit i bought and she edited it for me. hehe so nice of you jie jie!
she told me once that I will never post this photo anywhere but Ive proved to you jie, its here in my blog now. =D

last one,
went OU with mama and sister to get their shoes and luggage bag.
took some rest in Milano's pizza.

nice food they serve. =D
affordable too.
mushroom soup for RM4.90 and a small 7" pizza for RM9.99 if Im not mistaken.

yum!

-redtomato-

Should I stop here?

2009-06-26T00:40:00.005+08:00

Counting down and only another 6 more days left to stay in my home sweet home and my nerves are jumping all over when its getting closer. Few days back, sister got me some boxes to clear up my room. dumb all the rubbish into the box. cleaning up this and that. pack things up and trying to get myself ready for the internship and not to be very last minute.

been staying and hanging around with my family. having good times with them before i leave for my internship which gets me thinking again. still with my mixed feelings. Not regreting just trying to get use to it. Ive grown up and I need to move on with my decisions.

you know cleaning is when you get to see all the stuff you have been collecting since dunno when. and for me I started keeping all the memorable things ever since primary school and despite shifting house for few times and I stil have it with me. Amazed by myself. cuz usually people throw alot when they move from one place to another. =D

3 box full of my rubbish.

top left - sugar candies from babe

top right - my old teeth shape ZOMG...

bottom left - greeting cards since 12

bottom right - letters from khaichyi and sooksing when we just started our secondary school.

damn lot of memories when I was packing everything up into the box. Still remember the old times when we used to hangout together gether in the primary school canteen. gossiping in the class. dun wan to friend each other just because of some tiny bitsy lil things and calling each other right after school just to talk. I missed those days we used to sit together no matter where we are and you know those days ppl try to compare who is more friend with who and all. soo naiveee.. hahaa. Khaichyi I miss you! Sooksing you too! but Im so sorry I couldnt make it for the 6D reunion cuz Ill be in Kuantan by that time.

As we go on, we meet so many friends and some comes some goes. Ive been hearing there is a saying, true friends stay.. well I hope do have come. not just saying but with visual prove that I have.

-redtomato-

Hoping for better day

2009-06-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

I am really hoping for a better day.

=D.

Gone liao to the sky

2009-06-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

okie so we are done with all the choose 2 questions to answer from the 6 questions given in the question paper. after seeing the KDU logo for wat 1 and 1/2 year, finally its time to say good bye to KDU.
Officially done with my Diploma program in KDU..

err wait. my internship. woah cool. -__________-
Ms Ong told our accommodations got called off by dunno wat reason. very damn wtf cuz its so last min and we are going to leave like wat? In less than a month time.

One last time being regarded as IHTM3. after 18 months of that. wah kinda having mixed feelings. I dun like the feeling of being seperated. Ill miss everyone. whether it is good or bad. =D
dun hate me so much cuz its very tiring.

everyone wore the oleh oleh shirt on the last day of exam. quite like the ambience when i saw one whole line of yellow oleh sitting in the examination hall. hahaha yeng i like.
feel so united. and yes we are united okie. in a way at least. better than nothing. =D

Group photo BUT not everyone in again.

but its okie we combine the one took on Food fest with this one.

=D

nickolaaaaaaa just realized he left his shirt in his brother's house in the morning so no shirt to pakai. and the an yeong seul gi nvr wear hence diff in colour.

don don lecturer cannot wear so nvm.

I'll miss you all.

I really do.

We have gone through alot, good or bad but we have managed to stay together as one for 18 months. not easy huh.

IHTM3 we rock. hahahaah

-redtomato-

I guess this should be up! failed

2009-06-11T02:50:00.002+08:00

Okie quite a long delay for this post to all my peeps! hahaha

been busy!! just came back leo forum last sunday. finally im kinda settled down.

after my blogging, I guess it shall be time for me to hit my books and start studying cuz Im so so so late to study now and finals are in less than a week! OMG.

Xiao Quan's *failed* surprise bday celebration

Ive planned this like few weeks before his bday but the plan kept changing due to the school days and the attendance of his besties. so my initial plan for his bday was to celebrate with him in Vogue Cafe,Renaissance hotel for buffet lunch then wong kok char chan teng for dinner with all his friends ( as he wanted to have that BIG milk tea so badly ). Ive been telling my babe all the while that Ill be the only person celebrating his bday this year as he told me Im going to be his first girl friend that celebrates his bday with him so to make it more special. Ive made him believed me that I only want myself to celebrate his bday with him. On the other hand, I started contacting anyone that I can to give him a surprise bday celebration in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng.

However the plan changed and it went the other round to suit everyone's availability and so....

Ive changed the buffet lunch to buffet dinner and Wong kok Char Chan Teng for lunch.

Planning this whole thing is not easy as my babe is way too observant bout everything or maybe im just too clumsy in doing things.

On the 11th of May 2009,

his day started off with coming to my house after class and washed up to get ready for lunch..

as I thought our friends would be waiting in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng so I kept rushing babe so that we wont be that late for the celebration. Slowly he found out something was not right as he doesnt why were we rushing that time so I had to use the best excuse that I can come out with which is NOT TO MISS THE 3.15PM promotion offered by Mong Kok Char Chan Teng and babe actually followed wateva Ive said although I think he know wat I know but I don think he knows. ( actually he already knew something when he saw me keep picking up phone calls from the friends =S )

Then we went to OU bout that time and I told him to have lunch in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng as he told me that I always refuse to follow him a Hong Kong Restaurant ever since we are together. While we were walking in, he saw the friends on the other side and everyone pretended to be clueless bout everything. Suddenly babe turned back and said "Actually I sort of know what is going to happen" -.-

Anyway, I thank you all who came for the surprise bday celebration in Wong Kok Char Chan Teng although you all were rushing your assignments and food fest that time but Im really glad that you all have made it and celebrated his bday with him. Thank you. =D

Special Thanks to :

Ronka
Chong Jian
Leng leng
Joyce Lim
Eddie
Weechi
Jun
Bibi

Later at nite,

Ive brought him to Temptations, Renaissance Hotel for buffet dinner cuz Vogue Cafe was under renovation. Luck was not by my side though but Ive decided to carry on my plan to have dinner buffet in Temptations. One thing bout this was I was not driving so babe kinda know where we were heading to and there is no way for me to hide the story from him cuz he was the driver on that day.

I would say that I will not go for the buffet dinner in Temptations again, their food and environment were quite disappointing. I saw flies and other insects when I was there looking at the cuisine served. I couldnt really taste any diff on the food taken in temptations compared to other nicer restaurant.

photossss..

Done Done! =D
-redtomato-

Chicken Cordon Bleu

2009-06-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

不懂几时开始，开始喜欢上读烹饪部落格。

看着年那些blogger放上他们所烹饪的食物，总有一种他们很幸福的感觉。

看着看着就很想自己动手尝试一下。

可是很多时候都会因为我那三分钟热度的性格而不了了之。

今天和妈妈一起去诳hypermarket，走着走着想到妈妈很喜欢吃一道法式料理

chicken cordon bleu

忽然有股冲动很想煮给妈妈吃。

想到自己就快要去internship了，很可能一个月都不懂见得到家人没。

很想在得空的时候弄点特别的让家人开心。

所以我就在妈妈和姐姐还在诳的时候自己跑去拿需要的材料，

鸡肉片，面包糠和鸡肉ham。

回到家后就开始准备了。

我的食谱是从这里学来的。　

用绳子把鸡肉给绑着因为怕炸得时候爆开，
呵呵。。。

鸡肉的外层都点脱皮了因为我必须把那些绳子给剪掉。

所以丑了点，但是味道还是很好噢！

在这里我要谢谢卡璐甜蜜屋，

谢谢你的食谱的照片，

因为我这次成功地煮出一道美味的chicken cordon bleu

哈哈哈（很自夸吧）

可是姐姐和妈妈都称赞好吃呢！！　

很开心！

想必接下来我因该还会再距续加油！

-redtomato-

From a building to a flat ground

2009-06-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

after everything.. probably its just my attitudes that make me got into so many problems? I think I have so many problems and one of it will be thinking over and over and over again with the actions that Ive taken and feeling regret with whatever that I have done. I dunno probably luck is just not on my side recently. My studies, my financial status, my relationship, my family and my everything seemed so weird for me and everything has gone way too far for me to catch up.

Im feeling lost and I have no one to share with.
Im feeling uneasy and again I dunno who should I talk to.
just that you know when thoughts hit me again in my mind..
Ill start thinking all over again.
with the decisions I make.. Ive nvr felt I ever made a right decision in my life.
probably yea one thing. to be born in this family.
and well thats fate and thats not I can choose or even decide.
yeh crapping.

scattered and broken feelings cant be healed just like that. JUST LIKE THAT..

Just imagine, if you accidentally cut yourself one day and its a deep cut. of cuz there will be a scar which might be a permanent scar or an incident that you will nvr forget in your whole entire life.

Just like things that happen to you. NOT everything but just things..
I have alot.
to be kept in my mind.
to remind me how things have changed due the decisions made and actions taken.
To keep myself aware of my mistakes or anything.
It affects me badly I guess.
although it can be just a small cut on my heart.
but there is an invisible scar which will not be left as a past for me even till the day I die.

A scar is a way of reminding you how things happen and how things change.

coming up

2009-05-24T01:54:00.003+08:00

will be blogging about xiao quan's bday.

then then, hmm..

I think I should blog bout that 1st then think.

else everything gone.

and yea!

another one new thing I have done in my 18yr old year.

❤ I've been to a club for the first time. okay Im always a good girl so yeap first time for xiao quan's bday. haha that day was a gg day for me. but nice experience. I think Ill start hitting the club when I feel like it and when I have got no place to hang out with my friends! =D

-redtomato-

ding dong the door is opened.

2009-05-23T01:12:00.003+08:00

This post should be up last week but due to my laziness and my ongoing stress from college. i ter-delayed. hahaha. oopsie!

++++++

=D

interesting week.

very productive.

ahahaha.

I felt so much better after whole loads of stress.

after the big events!

the hotel school of KDU College has organised an event which is the food fest ( one of the biggest event from hotel school every year) and every students from the hotel school get to participate by setting up booth on specific day and sell their foods to the people from all over!

So im from the hotel school so yeap i get to participate this year. the first and the last food fest. They didnt have the food fest thing last year cuz of the 25th anni celebration of KDU so we didnt get to experience it last year. but its okie. over rall a nice food fest. stress but nice.

we the yellow hyper balls with the football team selling meatballs with spaghetti and churros.

our feedbacks on our food.

delicious! hahaha

we made it ourselves okay with our bravo recipe!! and thanks to our kitchen team!

deco team and marketing team have done a great job as well.

basically IHTM 3 did EVERYTHING ALL BY THEMSELVES. except the printing of the shirts and the flyers.

other than that.

we made it!

and we did it.

I have no idea what will the results be as I could see there are many teams doing great job as well on that day. so Im not hoping on anything.

OF CUZ la if we can of cuz la I hope we can as we have put alot of effort to work things out. putting all the stress and all shits away.

there was sweet and sour and bitter memories. but I still like it. =D

I shall call it happie go luckie.

more pictures in my facebook. hehehee

I missed all the fun we had together, the pre-prep, the prep and the day itself.

we know how much we have done and how hard we have worked.
a big round applause for us! =D

+++

kinda emo when it is almost coming to an end of this sem as this is going to be the last sem and last time we are going to be all together. I guess Ill miss everyone for everything.

-redtomato-

2009-05-02T13:56:00.001+08:00

I think I miss my long hair. :(

and I miss my old school friends too! jiayi. :(

bite my ass you want?

2009-04-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

its been quite a while. hahaha. yeap.
ahh so much closer to training!
ahh so much closer to due dates
fuck shit.

Hmmm wat i can do more to make my day productive.
ish.
nvm
I dunno wat am i doing over here but heck i just feel like updating my blog.
hahahah.

Im doing good here.
eating well.
sleeping not so well..
life's good.
life's bad.
life's a bitch.
and I love Bitches.
i think I've seen too much of meatballs.
hence too jelak.
yucky smelly stinky bitch.
I love and I couldnt resist.
but still jelak.
okie Im done.
=D

-redtomato-

I found my twins!!!

2009-04-12T14:07:00.001+08:00

We are the moley family.

hahahah.

-redtomato-

Hello to my new name ah wei,

2009-04-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

50 kilometers away from home.

to a place called Tanjung Malim.

a place where he belongs to.

never really note down any moments with my cameras.

cuz Im saving it for another chance. =D

met up with his family members.

stepping on the path that he always use..

hanging out with him and his friends.

doing what he does everytime he goes back there.

nyak great betul!

went to Sungai Klah, Sungkai on the second day.

my luckiest day ever in my life.

aunty visit so I could only soak my legs in the springs.

how fun was that

-_________________-

let the pictures tell you the story.

quite nice that place.

clean as well.

nice environment.

it brings you closer to the nature.

for me,

I'll definately go there again if I have the chance.

not cheap though but worth I guess.

but the water in the hot spring.

kinda cloudy,

Hmm..

clean perhaps?

had dinner with his family,

then genting with his friends.

starbucks

and movie

Fast and the Furious 4

reached tanjung malim around 6 in the morning if im not mistaken.

time flew too fast and it was the last day over there.

went home empty handed.
no Baoooz..
aiks.
nvm, Im saving for the next chance there.
probably a longer stay.
=D

hahahaha there is no single photos on tanjung malim. quite amazing..

I dunno why.

but its k.

second visit.

I assure all photos.

hahaha

-redtomato-

It hits me in the mid of nite!

2009-04-09T02:14:00.005+08:00

I dunno why but I just wanna express something rite now!!

I love U

I really do.

muax!

smile isn't that hard to show.

2009-03-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

its been so long you have smiled to me.

being treated this way is not What I wanted from you.

Excuses are made to excuse yourself

No apologies are made from you

It seems I can just stop caring about you

I should let you do whatever you want.

You have not even bothered

to think of how I will feel whenever

all these shits are done to me

by you with your bare hands

happie or not don't come back to me.

as your position in my ❤ is no longer there.

It has dropped deep down in the river

rushing away with the water.

and all the way to the ocean.

of cuz This is wat will happen

when things come to an end.

so long, farewell. auf wiedersehen good nite.

stary stary nite.

-redtomato-

oh bo oh bo oh BOBO

2009-03-23T02:11:00.004+08:00

Hi My name is Soey

Hi My name is Basil.

*errh*

when college started last year

there was when we both started to talk.

missed the old days.

the four of us.

sitting down teasing each other.

and then

you being named by me BOBO

and natalia's Bear Bear

and there goes BOBO your nickname

everywhere.

remember last year was the 1st year i wished you Happie Birthday.

Morning breakfast in McD and with the yellow piece present.

The Myvi and you everytime after class.

the sharing dirty little secret moments.

Ahh I miss those days..

I shouted

I laughed

I cried

I crawled

I whacked

I did almost everything in that particular MyVi

and only AFTER ONE YEAR I realize that MyVi is actually the Sport Edition

-___-

I slow abit.

this year is so going to be my second year of wishing you, my BoBo Tan

Mr Basil Tan Happie birthday.

ITS HIS BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

hahaha not again,

But Im gonna wish him again as this is the second year Ill be saying happie birthday to him

through words,

verbally as well cuz Im gonna see him later in College.

A message from me for you Basil Tan,

Hello Bobo, its your 19th birthday today and I can still clearly remember what we did last year on your birthday. like every single thing. I dunno why But probably our relationship has gone far beyond friendship I guess. eh you dun laugh Im serious. Im sure you will be laughing when you read this kns. hahaha. Ive been sharing alot with you since I know you probably we click too well or maybe thats just the way you behave thats why everyone clicks with you. hahahah. Im the special one pls. Hopefully haha =D. I wonder if I will still wish you happie birthday anot next year since you are going to be in switzerland and Ill still be in potato island wondering around or maybe continue my degree. or maybe yes la VIA EMAIL. But its gonna be abit that sad lo. I guess Ill really miss your aiyer , dun la. by that time. you will be with those ang mohs with ang moh slang liao lo. How? hahaha better dun. we prefer your originality. Happie happie birthday la Bobo Tan, may you have a blast one this year although you are not really like celebrating with us. yes you are not lo. why never say wan celebrate. last year missed. this year dun have. next year i send the cake to switzerland is it. later *fat mou* you finish you *lao sai*. hahaha. may all the stary stary shines on you and brighten your day la! I know its almost the same msg Ive sent to you via phone but dun care la thats wat I want to tell you. this is a long one ok. hahaha. enjoy your last Teen Teen Year la yea. I have alot more to tell but I dun wan to tell. ahahha wait till you come and ask!

Hairy Ah long.

p/s : no present this year. you broke I broke also.
HAHAHAHA

+++

okie he said we did celebrated his bday last year.

in Taman Megah Secret Recipe.

haha I blur.

-redtomato-

If I could.

2009-03-19T18:37:00.003+08:00

Can someone pls teach me or stop me from eating like a mad pig? I've been eating nonstop recently! I GAINED back the weight that I have lost. like damn OMG larh I seriously need to work it out. Ill have to start controlling the amount of food that Ill be consuming daily!

mama give me my hullahop!

Guess everything is back to normal I hope. but owh well.

and Whats with the ROFL which stands for Roll On Floor Laughin?

eeyer..

I dun use LOL and of cuz not even ROFL.

my personal opinion,

Its kinda fake.

nvm la. bullshit!!
Went for Beverage Studies on the wednesday,
was very happie that I finally got the chance to make my own cocktail.
But my happiness gone to the high sky when I saw the slides showing Wine.
Ah~~ I missed the cocktail making class. how :(
Mr.Tham Tham would you be kind enough to let us continue with the cocktail?
ah I want to make. I want to shake although mine does not need any shaking shaking.

and today,

My classmate sketched a drawing of me sitting in the lecture hall concentrating in class.

haha. okie Im serious

I was really concentrating k. and I didnt know he was sketching me till he passed me that piece of paper.

99 % alike!

1 % is because thats not the real me.

hahaha thanks Mr.Sun.

妈妈说，你还不要考车啊你？拿人家钱发霉啊？

-_______________-

-redtomato-

Conflicts pas Cornflakes.

2009-03-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

Cornflakes are nice to see and nice to eat

yet

Conflicts are not decent at all and its not easy to deal with.

I'm very upset.

wait for a second.

Its not me getting involved in any conflicts this time yet is somebody else.

you know I know.

What can I do to make it Better?

What can the Others do to make it Better?

Without adding salt and pepper.

The environment will remain as green as it is,

I supposed?

Remain silent and stop being so SAMPAT and KEPO

will definately help to reduce problems.

You Sampat ppl listen

Ppl listen ppl create stories

ppl create stories

there comes the uneasy feelings and thoughts

So why not just be aside and stop adding flavours to make it

SO MUCH TASTIER FOR THE OUTSIDER?

Its you who will feel embarrassed and not us.

worth?

come think of it.

I would say No.

I don't mind getting all the blames and you stand there continue adding salt and pepper to heat the wolk up. but think of the consequences. you shut up. world peace. good isnt? Tres Bien. have nothing better to do? then go get a life.

妈妈说不要拿鸡毛当令箭。

Just being environmental Friendly.

world peace.

hair done without hair straightener is just plain awful.

-redtomato-

currently living without hair straightener.. Ahhh..

suffering!

Ting Tang

2009-03-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

gonna do something to my blog!
guess it needs some sparks as I find it quite dull..
so lets see the erm erm erm
Outcome of my work.
:)

-redtomato-

Im swaying a lil too fast till I feel the pain in my head.

2009-03-03T23:45:00.008+08:00

I tied my hair high up together like how i used to tie nowadays on that day..

then there I went to Monsoon-id in Tropicana Mall.

Hairstylist, me

what hairstyle do you want

I want short..

you want me to help you to untie your hair or wat

err, nvm Ill do it myself..

wah nice wor.. wavy.. you sure you want to cut? but you look good with long hair!

err. cut la I want to cut.

okay la then. but seriously lo your hair nice. natural curl ah?

yea..

wah nice loo..

++++

okay okay so before I wash your hair I cut it short 1st k..

okieee..

*ka-cha*

Ahh~~~~~ :(

see my nobita hairstylist,

A Bee Tan

results.

hahahaaa. :)

I ter-menakutkan my dad when I got home after my new haircut.

-redtomato-

Sway together shall we?

2009-03-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

I feel so light today.

after a few years,

Ive finally decided to have some changes.

and yes I DID.

hahaha

proudly to say that and I think Im loving it.

let's SWAY with me.

will post it up when its time to be here.

follow me would you?

Lets SWAY.

-redtomato-

the sound of dropping it.

2009-02-26T03:02:00.004+08:00

its so hard to hold it.

there's no weight on it?

there goes my hopes for it.

can I like just drown myself into a sea of whatever liquid so that I can like float away easily?

something not so oily?

or give me the Green Glass Bottle.

It says drip drop.

2009-02-24T20:44:00.004+08:00

Hold On.

with your hands.

it seems so far away.

one mile away?

100 miles away?

still too far to reach..

Mood swing has been my favorite friend all time nowadays.

I guess the blue blue sky felt me hence it started raining.

droplets.

small?

big?

I can't see anything further away from me.

not even you.

somehow sometimes.

I wish Im nobody.

how nice it would be when Im nobody.

Home alone again.

for few hours.

Thoughts again.

I guess I am over reacting.

hope not.

but I am.

I ❤ my friends.

they can really make me laugh till I drop everything down to the ground.

my skin is protecting me.

my nerves are telling me.

Im not right.

Im not fine.

I wish I could have the world in my hand.

hahaha night dreaming?

perhaps.

Im trying to err you know.

to like find out

the old taste

on every single thing we tried before.

probably the rain has made it far far for me to reach.

I damn kan cheong.

my leo project is tomorrow.

my speech for orientation is tomorrow.

my college food fest is somewhere there.

my *applying scholarship mood* is there again.

my hopes are there.

and and and,

Internship is soon to be there.

everything that I will be facing in any single minutes or seconds in my life.

smooth path?

nah, even the roads are not straight all the while.

my sleeping position as well.

afraid not.

I just have too much to say but I dun think I can type it out all one shot.

I have alot more to do.

nuff said.

I love you. no matter what.

we fight. we kiss. we hug. we cry.

Don't say that anymore.

Both of us are wrong.

Im sorry.

I can't afford to let you go.

-redtomato-

where are they?

2009-02-22T19:30:00.002+08:00

hello the rain.
hello the haze.
hello the sunshine.
hello the cloud 9.

my connection has finally fixed.

thanks to the streamyx fella.

but my desktop is still sick.

i cant upload photos.

i cant let my thumbdrive kiss my desktop else it will cry.

ah fuck it.

have to call dell to fix it.

I have tonnes of photos to post up la doink.

prettayy or ugly..

all ada.

tapi desktop cakap sakit.

bloody hell..

why again and again i have lot of things going through my mind everytime when I want to blog.

nothing other than FOOD can make me happie whenever Im feeling upside down.

thats why Im fat

I was so happie few weeks back as I thought my dad was giving me more allowance this year.

but I was wrong..

and I over spent it.

for that freaking two weeks.

I spent almost a thousand bucks on everything?

bloody hell.

Kitaro is my new love.

a talented musician. with long but not wavy hair.

I feel the wave.

I feel the heartbeats.

I feel myself from everywhere.

relaxing yet it makes me think.

throw those fortune books away.

why?

cuz it lies.

what is a good year ahead for horse when Im having so much troubles starting of the year.

What is a good luck when Im facing so much shits this year.

bloody hell.

okay I shall not complain as Im lucky enough to have What I have.

-redtomato-

my cupid no need to buy specs d.

2009-02-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

For today, the world is surrounded with

❤

from

up to down. left right.

north to south, east to west.

how good will it be if you can have a candle light dinner with the companion of your beloved and the red red roses with represents I LOVE YOU.

unfortunately I won't get to celebrate my valentine's day with my boy as I have something on for my cousin's wedding.

Ill be busy till I dunno when.

HOW SAD IS THAT?

not celebrating with your loved ones.

and he will be joining some single steambot tomorrow.

loving you is the simplest thing that I can ever do for you.

kissing you is the most exciting thing that I can ever do to you.

hugging you is the most relaxing thing that I can ever do to you.

lending you my ears, letting all the sweet words going in to my brain is the sweetest thing that I can ever get from you.

seeing you is the hardest thing that I can ever skip from you!

LOVE YOU TO THE MAX MY BOY!!

happie valentine's day!! muakx!!

and happie single day to you all out there!!!

❤❤

MooooOOooooo

2009-01-24T14:59:00.002+08:00

ahahaha. a quick one as im leaving soon for CNY!!

To all of ya out there!!!

wishing you all

a very very happie happie chinese MooOooo year!!!

MOOooooossss Everyone..

❤

When it means everything..

2009-01-18T03:54:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why am I still so bloody awake rite now after a day walk with mr bo and manga at the money river.

I think when I am conscious.

I don't know why am I putting a ruler to evaluate everything that happen to comes in my life or even brings me up and down when I should not even bother or kill any single of my brain cells that hardly stay alive in my brain.

Why am I typing all this out? Me myself don't know why.

about everything?

owh well it seems like things won't just go on as how you wished it would be.

Im fortunate enough to be born and grow up in a good environment with the right attitude that I'm supposed to hold wherever I go I supposed?

Am I? but not asking any of you.

I know myself the best.

damn wah dah phuck I have my own life and I hate seeing rolling eyes when I didnt even step on your tail or your fucking feet or toes. Or did I?

I don't care.

and again.

I'll have to face the reality and accept the fact. with what I can and what I cant.

Im not angry or piss at anyone here.

just random thoughts are popping out from my mind hence Im here sitting and blogging.

I'm glad when I see people turning back and accepting me as who I am and not telling me how bad Ive changed or even show me your fucking attitudes.

Do I even care? should I?

Energy consumption is too high for it and I dont think I can afford.

college has just started and this is my final sem for my Dip.

Ill have to start thinking bout my plans after this Dip.

deciding this has brought me to frustration.

well not only that, just that I have too much *uncountable* thoughts in my mind now.

yea too much.

and yet Im still thinking.

adding more thoughts.

however blogging it out doesnt seem to be the best way for me.

hence I still have alot in my mind.

probably Ill dumb everything into the deep blue ocean some other day.

*when I was shitting in my toilet the other day while

talking with my sister with the toilet door opened,

my sister told me that was a cockroach beside me,

I screamed and I ran out from the toilet immediately

without cleaning my buttocks.

-_______-

and my sister killed the cockroach.

then she spoiled my shit shit mood.

I was just thinking,

am I going to be a cockroach for my next life *touchwood*

as Ive killed so many cockroach indirectly?*

owh told you its gonna be random. with my thoughts.

Is my bed calling me now?

I think I need to have a small discussion with my bed now

so that it can bring me to sleep earlier next time.

Nitez everyone. :)

-redtomato-

My hottie is getting hotterr!

2009-01-02T00:11:00.003+08:00

Happiee happie birthday to my Mama.

I'm the 1st one who wished her happie birthday this year!

when the clock strikes 12 am.

hohoho. my mama smiled at me and she went back to sleep.

Mama,

I ❤ You

Mama thanks for everything you have given me.

Mama stay happie, prettiee and healthy always!!

Love you mama!!

I ❤ holding your hand when we walk..

I ❤ hugging you when we talk nonsense..

I ❤ laughing with you whenever we are happie..

Muakz mama!!

Hug mama!!

she is soo cutee just like me..

Hohoho.

-redtomato-

Here comes the 9...

2009-01-01T03:37:00.000+08:00

Happy new year everyone out there!!!

new year new start.

everyone must be celebrating new year out there with the loved ones and all.

enjoying the crowd and the fireworks when the clock hits 12 am.

well this year, I chose to celebrate my new year eve at home with the desktop and also my family except my sister cuz she went out.

I don't know why but I just don't feel like joining the crowd for countdown or whatever celebration that is going on at the moment.

even my parents are surprise that Im at home this year.

Ive been thinking bout it few days back. should I go out with friends.

clubbing?

countdown?

have you ever thought of your family when you are celebrating happily out there?

It has been so long since the last time i celebrated my new year with my family.

so today I chose to stay at home.

looking at the photos taken last time.

those smiles.

those faces.

those expressions.

There are always so many stones for us to step over and rivers for us to cross over every year.

Hmmm.. thinking alot when Im sitting alone infront the desktop.

facing the 19" LCD monitor.

thinking wisely?

I supposed?

owh well..

I have just started collecting the fresh new 18 things that I have done for the 1st time in my lifetime.

❤ Went Singapore for holidays with my Sister,Cindy Saw

❤ Bought the 1st Nike Sneakers

❤ My 1st artwork on my purple room's wall

❤ ( to be continued)

my days have been quite productive recently.

busy with my own schedules,

busy cleaning house,

busy missing him?

haha.

he helped me to paint my room.

he helped me to finish my artwork.

my mama prepares his dinner nowadays..

today when he was about to leave, my dad smile and said why so fast go home d?

we all stoned. :)

takes time..

lets hope for a kickasss good start for the year of 2009!

HUGSS everyone! :)

❤

-redtomato-

Someone came to the town the other day.

2008-12-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

The other day, my grandma told her maid,

"This year my daughters never bring me out for holidays.

usually every year they bring me here and there to walk around."

then the maid told my aunty. we all laughed and we realized yeah we were all busy this year and we kind of forgotten bout it. so my dad decided to bring my grandma to Johor during christmas for visiting relatives. I was not really in a holiday mojo which I myself don't even know why. but too bad I have to follow.

One day my smart sister has this random idea of going Singapore during christmas but my dad doesnt allow. To persuade my papa, she actually used my name and told my dad that I will follow her to Singapore if my dad happens to let her go. She was in such happie mood to go for holidays but I stoned for a moment when I heard that I will have to follow her to Singapore.

like why la say my name. I wasnt in the mood of getting out of my house for 3 days 2 nights. quite bei la at that particular moment.

the usual me and my sister. we packed our luggage damn last min. like 30 mins before my dad reached home from work as once he comes back home, thats the time we leave.

so confirm every trip no matter where we go. there will be

" ah shit, Mei/Jie I forgot to bring this or that but shhhh dun let mama and papa know"

but we are used to it la so no panic d since we have been having this problem almost everytime. as long as we have the important documents and ka-ching can d la.

On the way to Johor,

My dad kept sighing and whining cuz something was wrong with the car and he couldnt have his ke-chao stunts on the high way.

I saw ' I do not accept bribe' received 2 biji chocolates from an unknown just rite infront of me.

daddy dropped sister and I at Johor City Square and we took bus to Larkin for the Singapore-Johor Express Bus. ( we thought thats the easiest way to get into Singapore)

As we are not FAMILIAR at ALL with the Johor this and that.

my pet sister called and she told me the Malaysia Custom is just right apposite the City Square Mall and we can just enter Singapore from there. But we were on the bus d when she called so we were basically like making a big U-turn just to get back to the Malaysia Custom.

hahaha OMG la we. but nvm.

so basically we reached Singapore about 10pm on the 23rd.

got stuck in the custom for few hours.

Since it was the 1st time we step out of the potato land la rite so we kinda blur with everything.

we only found out that we have to fill up some forms before entering Singapore.

only Blue or Black pen can be used. and I the purple freak only brought a purple gel pen with me. so my sister and I stoned at the custom and hope for a kind hearted human being to lend us their Pen. aiyer then this blur malaysian gave us his pen after like 30 mins.

cuz he doesnt know how to fill the form. hence 30 mins wasted in the custom. but he kind enough.

I realized my phone no roaming on the 1st night so I cant make any phone calls in Singapore.

met up with my cousin *who works in Singapore* at Bugis MRT station.

then went for late dinner not supper yet.

walked around Bugis Village..

then took bus to Clarke Quay * pubss and clubsss*

*ronka, next yum seng session there k. XD*

then back to cousin's home..

cousin lent us the EZ-link cards and a map of Singapore.

as I have said, its a random trip so we have nothing prepared.

but everytime also la we wont have anything prepared.

++++++++

24th of december. Rainy day.

woke up in the morning and it was already 10.

brushed up then off we went to the bus stop and headed to Queensway Mall for my Sneakerrssss.

we skipped the biggest morking market in Singapore as we thought we are late but eeyerr..

my sister and I stoned when we walked into the mall cuz the only shop that is opened was MCD.

-_____-

shopped around after MCD.

saw sneakers everywhere..

you go low yat you see laptops desktops everywhere.

you go queensway mall you see sneakers sport shoes sport wear everywhere.

took bus back to Bugis street and shopped around.

Bugis street = sungei wang

you can see $10 everywhere in Bugis Street whereas you see RM10 everywhere in Sungei Wang.

BUT,

The quality of the $10 item in Singapore can be really good.

but sometimes can be very bad also la.

I happie when I walk along the street.

buying clothes over there really worth your pay as clothes you found there can be found in Malaysia too but it's way more cheaper.

even like those kimono tops.

good quality and its only $10!!

how can you not buy!!

but I didnt buy. hahah. cuz I don't think I'll look good in a kimono top.

took MRT to City Hall for Esplanade and Merlion.

Whacky Duck Tour

Went Marina Square

cousin brought us to Andersen's Ice Cream for refreshment.

woot...

then Suntec City Mall.

they have this Make A Wish booth where everyone can write their wishes on the white ball and the ball will be put in the river when its filled with wishes. :)

nicee!

the white colour balls are all the wishing balls.
May all our dream come true! :)

shopping shopping...

There is this shop *Cotton On* which I like it very much.

Its is like a cheaper version of Topshop and MNG.

Their clothes are really cheap and worth.

I finally bought myself a cardigan which only cost me $10.

a nice black cardigan!

we bought some basic tops, shorts and pumps from that shop.

then off we went for our dinner with my cousin's Hong Kee Boy friend aka Raymond.

he treated us a dinner at a korean restaurant.

after dinner,

we snapped few photos at Fountain of Wealth.

*World's Largest Fountain*

Went Orchard Road for the christmas eve.

Although I dont celebrate christmas but I love the crowd on the street and seeing ppl walking with the red christmas hat on.

Taxi cute, Driver lagi cute!

went back home around after a while.

relax and started packing our stuff.

cousin gave us 2 big box of ferrero rocher as Christmas present.

happie happie us. :)

25th of December.Sunny day.

woke up in the morning.

went to the morning market near Tiong Bahru Plaza for breakfast then cousin sent us to the bus stop and there we said bye bye to each other.

Daddy came picked us up at the Larkin Bus Stop and the 1st thing he said was,

wah you all went there with One luggage and now you guys came back with One luggage and two big bags?!

-_______-

HAHAHA yea la we shopped alot.

Thanks Daddy for sponsoring us this trip as our christmas present..

Thanks mommy for not nagging on the stuff we bought..

thanks cousin for taking goood good care of us when we were in Singapore..

Thanks those who helped us when we asked for location..

I adore the road sign in Singapore

I love the environment in Singapore *trees all over the place*

I heart the $10 in Singapore.

Bear in mind,

if you are a Malaysian, don't convert the currencies when you are in Singapore..

I used to do that last time and I was not that happie with my Singapore trip.

but this trip I damn happie. hahaha.

Merry *belated* Christmas

HUGSS

-redtomato-

Reunion of the keruingians 06/07

2008-12-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

The organiser our Bernsy has organised a reunion on the 12th of December at OU.

2/3 of the keruingians turned up.

Its so nice catching up with each other!! seeing each other becoming prettier and cuter.

even hotter? hahaha yea quite hot d la some of them.

nothing much to tell.

so let the picture tells everything! :)

the girls

the boys

US!

who is going to be the next organiser of keruingians' reunion?

*wink*

hehehee

-redtomato-

Hip Hip Hooray! ✿

2008-12-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

Heya! Here's an update on my 18th birthday celebration.

This year I didnt celebrate with my family yet I spent most of the time with my Mr Han.

Although I'm only with him for like 4 months +..

His effort on making my 18th birthday memorable was fab to the top top of the world.

I always think he is not a romantic person and yet he gave me the most romantic and unforgettable birthday celebration ever.

That's why I love you Mr han. ❤

As I've told him earlier that I will follow whatever he has planned for me.

so on the 10th of December..

KLCC Chili's was chosen for our dinner for that nite,

The queue was quite long as it was dinner time so we walked around the water fountain before our dinner.

went back to Chili's and one of the servant brought us to the smoking area and the smart us requested for the non-smoking area for a better view of the water fountain.

the servant was kind enough to help us and he got us a table with nice view.

When I was kinda like warming my ass on that seat and browsing through the menus. Mr Han told me he feels like Mmm Mmm-ing. -___-

I kinda stoned because,

Ill be alone if he goes Mm Mm.

I'm gonna stone alone.

Ill be staring at the nite view till he comes back to me in the restaurant.

the table will be so empty because there will only be me and the drinks.

err.. aiyer I don't like.

Just like the other day, we both went murni for Mr Han's dinner and suddenly he said he feels like pee-ing.

Me,Mrhan

I want to go shh shhh..

cannoot..

-______-, why?

I dun want.

Why?

wat if people take your chair away?

wat if people here bully me.

wat if err wat if..

people come and take our table away?

XD, ok ok I dont go. I stay.

i felt relieved although yea la quite bad.

I stopped him from going cuz

Ill be alone and Ill stone again and and and I'm scared.

call me demanding gurl.. woohooo.. no la Im not okay.

so back to the topic.

he came back and appeared himself infront of me 15 minutes later I think?

sweats dripping from his forehead.

wah he geng la he mm mm also so powerful wan meh.

he took a deep breathe and he said he rushed back from the toilet cuz he received my msg few minutes ago asking him to come asap and dun be noti.

but actually when i was stonning alone, I was thinking that he might be surprising me with something special when he comes back but he did not and I was kinda like err dissapointed? hahaha yea abit la.. but after seeing him sweating I just act like nothing la.

While waiting for the maincourse, I heard people singing happie burfday song at the smoking area. not once but many times.

quite alot of people celebrating burfday that day.

Then I saw one bunch of Chili's servant holding a burfday cake (their choco mudcake with vanilla ice-cream as topping) with a bouquet of flower and I just look at them niaaa.

I thought they will only passby me and I was wondering who is that girl ah. birthday so nice got flower somemore.

then hor suddenly they stopped infront of me started singing burfday song.

I shocked and I was like me??

hahahha of cuz ma birthday not that day also. hahaha

very surprise!! aiyer noti la heee.. hahaha. ❤

he told me he lied to me just now. he didnt go to the toilet in fact he went back to the carpark to get the flower.

he said car parked very far so he was running all the way.

aiyer so sweet. XD

so after a very decent dinner we had, Mr Han insisted to walked around the park since all shop were closed.

me, MrHan

Where are we going to?

Just walk around to digest la.

2 minutes later,

Why keep walking?

Digest la..

then again,

Wah sweating d. Where you want to go? late d. Its getting very very dark.

aiya, dun ask la.. just walk around. digest ma. not full meh you.

and again,

aiyer why still walking?

-_________-

then I saw people coming out from this building and I didnt know its Trader's hotel.

and I asked la why got people coming out from there ah.

he replied me yea hor lets go check out with a kinda evil smile.

and there he went again. he brought me to Sky Bar.

I dungu abit I didnt even know the existance of Sky Bar till he brought me there.

so hor dress up nicely else you will be barred. :)

anyway a nice place to chill with buddies.

come the Onka's! lets go next time. since all legal now.

( I was the only one illegal all the time till 11th of Dec year 2008.. HOHO)

and again, us kept changing table till we got a nice corner with the view of the glowing KLCC and Maxis.

till the digital clock on the Maxis Building hits 12.00am,

My babe gave me a kiss and he was the very 1st person who wished me happie burfday.

received quite a number of burfday wishes from ppl whom I love and I care.

I was quite surprise when I even received burfday wishes from people I barely talk to.

❤ thanks alot my bunch of honneeyss!!! ❤

A BIG MUAKX for remembering me. ❤

chilled there for some time. saw angmohs here and there.

then off we went home since we have alot more to do on the next day.

While we were on the way back home,

the smart boy asked me to get something below my seat cuz he said he dropped something just now when he got into the car.

touching here feeling there and yet I still cant find anything.

I got kind of frustrated and MrHan stopped the car aside and he asked me to feel if there's anything below my seat.

aiyer yeah like finally I felt something and I have to Crawl to the back seat and take out the Thing out from the backseat.

hahaha aiyer. my bday present.

Muakx.. XD
❤

++++++

the next day aka my big day.

I still received birthday wishes from people all over the world. hahaha. from Taiwan the Micheal. haha. thanks!! :)

MrHan picked me up and got ready then off we went to Pavillion.

had pizza hut as a light lunch then watched Bolt..

MrHan and I felt asleep in the cinema.

the middle part of the movie quite the boring.

so ZZzzz we went..

Since I was craving for korean food that night.

and Ampang Point is so near to Donka's house.

so asked him to tag along.

He brought Ronka along cuz he said she feels like eating too.

HohoHo.. basically I didnt invite anyone to celebrate my burfday with me as I thought Ill be spending my birthday with my MrHan only.

there came my Onka's to celebrate my bday with me.

met them up at the korean restaurant.

they were already waiting for us together gether with the babi-pork and foods..

ah nice la.

we were given a room so you know whats gonna happen when Mars meets the Sun.

The Sonka and Ronka started burning.

hahaha..

we sort of kacau-ed the people in another room cuz they talked too loud. like nobody's business.

so i kacau-ed them by interupting them. ahahha yea i bad. XD

and we kind of like linked their topics to ours. then we talk also. just to let them know. hahaha.

ok la bad la we. I mean Me. haha

so after food. donka and ronka.

they both dunno doing wat there.

I only heard ronka laughing and saying.

My leg's hair. ah you are burning my leg hair.

then a muffin with a candle popped out from them.

hahaha aw..

thanks bunch!! HUGSS the Onka's!

ok I don't complain anymore since you both walked under the rain just for my muffin and yeah!! from famous amos.

ugly but very sweet!!

sweet not cuz of the muffin but the surprise given by you two the Onka's!

then present, aiyer..

bought me a present somemore.

thanks donka,ronka,jiaer,seb,leng and manga!!

I sure smell like a walking Apple next sem! trust me.

the significant pose of ronka together gether with alcohols.

after that,

went yumcha to digest abit.

home again.

before I end my happie happie happie burfday's post.

I've gained alot this year yet I've lost alot too.

but its k.

I'm happie with what I have right now.

and yeah.

❤

Thanks papa mama for everything you both have given me.

I'm blessed that I'm your daughter.

❤

and to my sister,

Thanks for the gas tank!

I still owe you alot. hehe.

but at least I bought you present this year.

like that top? yea I know you love it.

✿

Edwinn Goh,

Thanks for the gas tank as well.

You have been a really nice friend of mine for this year.

You will still be there for me..

No matter how mean I am,

No matter how violent I am.

No matter how I have scolded you.

No matter how many times you have to be my driver.

No matter how much I nag like your mom.

thanks bunch kiddy!

nah HUGSSSSSS!!!

I STILL OWE YOU TONY ROMA'S OMG!

-______-

and endless thanks to my MrHan.

❤❤❤

He is the one that I am looking for. :)

-redtomato-

Hello Parameswara.

2008-12-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

Will you choose to relax yourself after hell lotsa invisible stress when you are given a chance to do so?

Who do you wanna go for a holiday with when you are given a choice to do so?

Where you will choose as the holiday destination out of your random thoughts?

like damn Ohlala we chose Melaka Malacca oh the historical state! hahaha yea just so random..

unlike anyone else yo ppl choose langkawi la yo ppl choose pangkor la yo ppl choose sana la.
okay la we on budget so we chose Melaka.
convenient sial okay. we likey.

we started off with kinda low semangat but then as always there will surely be some of the semangat ohm ppl voice out and start planning rite and so,

everytime eh~~ come meeting, lets discuss bout the trip like where to go how to go and when to go..

but as the usual us,

there are always topics to drift us apart

hence the begining of the internal shits..

so rite one day we really thought there shall not be any delays la *like finally*

cuz as we have planned the trip was just few days away from our proper discussion day. XD

syiok sial.

started looking for rooms..

started looking for place of interest..

started inviting people to join..

started imagining how fun the trip is going to be..

started this..

started that..

but ended up we all decided to go there randomly without booking any rooms and any plans.

nvm we syiok at least we have made an agreement to go there without everything except ka-ching and our belongings!

one day,

Micheal the taiwanese which has been staying in Melaka for years was informed bout our trip..

he sounded interested and he decided to join us.

he said he gonna be our tour guide. bring us here and there.

wah. we malaysians need a taiwanese to bring us around Malacca..

-__________-

but quite cool eh.. hehehe..

anyway we have the lucky star with us most of the time when we have any random plans for our days.

Micheal got his dad to help us for transportation from bus stop and he helped us booked an apartment to accommodate the 8 of us! XD

Destination :

Melaka Malacca

Date :

26/11 - 28/11

Participants :

Me the sonka ,

lala the ronka ,

hana the ahbo kap,

leng the ms kon ,

kayee the jiaer ,

manga the weechi ,

remi the hanoi boy ,

micheal the taiwanese

+++++++

26th of November

we ppl met up at taman bahagia LRT station

we happie happie joy joy la that day..XD

Manga and remi!!

Jiaer , ronka & micheal not michelle.

Mr ahbo and I

Manga's new investment.

whats the phone's name again?

Our transnasional double decker to oh Malacca Melaka!

reached Melaka's bus stop bout 4 if Im not mistaken cuz I cant remember..

Micheal's dad and one taiwanese uncle came and picked us up and brought us to our apartment!

Here it is,

Garden City Straits Condominiums

view from the balcony!

ronka et la chambre!

jiaer and I

ronka and micheal!

Micheal and I

we utilized the pool in the evening since we have paid for it

got up with ahbo kap after a while as he was not feeling well.

then rain was pouring down heavily during dinner time.

so puff-puff there goes our dinner plan and 1300-13-1300 was the most familiar number we all have agreed on!

yeah we went all the way to Melaka for McD!

and why ah melaka's McD can still deliver the food during heavy rain whereas PJ area's McD cant?!

during dinner time, mr ahbo kap was getting very sick.

then his life saver aka kevin came pick him up and brought him to the clinic..

the doctor saw his swollen throat,

I have never seen such a big swollen throat.. do you want me to write you a letter to the hospital?

ok. better still.

Then in the hospital,

*chot chot chut chot chot*

(you know those irritating sound trying to express how serious the swollen throat it was..)

-___________-

you wait k, do blood test.

then we waited for like freaking long just for that blood test.

then got back to the apartment after the consultation by that hopeless doctor.

Im sorry to say that but you as a doctor.

you don ever make the patient panic when you know its serious!

you dungu learn to calm your patient down la instead of making things serious!

*liang ba*

when mr ahbo kap went back to his bed and I have nothing to do but to take care of him,

ronka they had yumseng session with the limited 3 bottles of beer..

++++++

27th of November

they moved the bed out of the room and put it in the living hall.

dunno how many of them squeezed on the bed. but nice kan. :)

got ready and went to the Jonker street around 1 something.

Micheal called the cab and he came back to our condo for second round as one car cannot fit 8 ppl. but he nice la not bad. cabs in melaka do not use meter cuz they are not using the natural gas or wateva gas to run the car and petrol is used so rite its not fair for them to charge us by meter. but prices they charged are quite reasonable la i would say. like from my condo to jonker street is RM10. so okay la since one car all full. one person bout RM2.50. can la can la.

so we walked to the famous chicken rice ball restaurant for our lunch.

they put some photos of the celebrities on the wall to show their popularity!

宝贝对不起，不是不爱你。。。

Here comes the mouth watering foood!!! urrghhh...

chicken rice ball!

roasted chicken and poached chicken

roasted pork and char siew

walked around in jonker street after lunch.

snapped here and there.

First group photo taken by Angmoh.

XD

Started drizzling again.

so we stopped by at Geographer for early yum seng session..

then continued walking.

nice wall!

there was this guy driving wira passed by us when we take the photo and he shouted

SAY CHEESE!

hahaha =D

jiaer and I in Jonker gallery

hanoi boy! faster fly back k! we bring you go holiday again! :)

the girls!

the boyzzz!

another group photo!

Ah~~~~~

hahahaha wth.

went back to the condo about 6 ah. took a nap.

woke up all resting.

micheal went back home so we waited for him to come back around 10.30 before we went for our happy hour.

mr ahbo kap and I decided to have a decent dinner just me and you, me and you before we go for the happy hour. so we went to look for a nice restaurant to dine in.

after several rounds we made.

we chose this restaurant.

we ordered spring rolls, assorted vege, omelette and a bowl soup.

overall the food,

*thumbs up up*

we saw HoChiak's sticker on the window before we left.

hohoho..

received a call while we were buying maggi cups for the rest. saying that micheal has reached home with lotsa yummy prawns!!!

cooked by micheal's daddy!

the prawns are really fresh! a lil spicy but just nice!!

very yummy!! however we couldn't finish it..

then next morning i saw an empty container.

then i asked micheal where are the prawns and he told me that he threw it away..

alah.. wasted..

-_____-

thought of bringing it back and let my sister try some.

with the brilliant idea i have again,

I set a dresscode for the second nite before we even planned to have happy hour.

but as usual they followed what I've set.

hehehe..

so everyone got dressed up and out out we went for snooker and pool before we headed to our happie happie destination!

snookerrrr~~~

Pure bar~~

FYI, Melaka's ladies night is on wednesday and the day we went was thursday so we only get to experience the the bar..

nvm still fun.. XD

here are photos of us after some alcohols entered our body and started spreading the craziness on our nerves...

hahaha!! we had a great great nite!!

memories are meant to be kept. so you know i know we know la.

happiee happiee!!! XD

+++++++

28th of November

last day

went back to jonker street for lunch after checking out.

wah apartment check out.. hahaha

nice!

so rite, kevin drove the other 4 to the jonker street and the rest of us took cab to jonker street.

while waiting for the others,

I brought hanoi boy, micheal and mr ahbo kap to the shop that sells nice cendol with gula melaka and nyonya dumpling that I always have when I go to Melaka.

met the rest up at some restaurant.

Walked around after lunch and again.

Geographer for the last yum seng in Melaka..

cheers with my boy! :)

wah!!! longest post of the year!!

and again random photos plus nice photos from ronka is about 500+ photos

random photos plus nice photos from me and mr ahbo kap is about 400+ photos.

yea la yea la you win. hahaha..

wah my pc lag like shit when im blogging bout this trip. I dun like breaking it into few parts yet one post all bout the trip nicer kan.. :) :)

Fyi,

ladies nite in Melaka is on Wednesday.

Night Market in Jonker street is only available on Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

so hor, my trip in Melaka this time no Night market. so yum seng most of the time.

XD. no la kidding. we had alot more than that k.

we had lotsa fun this time without spending much but some on drinking la. hehe

total we spent about RM200 per person.

not bad hor. so la go Melaka. Historical yet Modern!

cuti-cuti Melaka Malacca~~~~

-redtomato-

woot too high!

2008-11-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

wah.suddenly have that mojo to blog hence im here.

sometimes i prefer a post without any photos.

well Im supposed to be studying rite now as final is around the corner.

which corner? that corner la. wah next monday. hahah!

shit i haven started anything yet. is my result going to drop?

I'm afraid that it might be a yes.

ahah. lets kang kang kang abit. i don wanna care bout it 1st.

I was helping my mom doing some houseworks this morning.

When i was ironing my dad's pants.. I thought of my cousin.

I remember there was this pants which my dad couldn't fit in and my dad decided to give it to my cousin. and so rite that day my cousin tried it on.

he looked good when he walked out from the bathroom. so rite we thought nothing la can give him the pants d.

but i jus have this idea that time so i asked him to lift up his shirt.

and you know what. that pants was so high up above his belly and he wore it like an old uncle. HAHAHA. shit . i laughed my head off that day.. haha.

alah. my family has a big sense of humour hiding inside us somehow anyhow dunnowhy.

I could hear ppl telling me that me and her look alike..

haha.. how nice??

but wait..

wat do you mean by we look alike??

our look?

our smile?

our reaction?

our laugh?

hahah. shit

we mix together gether too much..

hence,

PERSAMAAN.

syiok la we.

hahaha

I still want seafood platter,vroom vroom.

OMG random..

hahaha

if you are reading this post, you might feel that tard dizzy or damn nonsense.

cuz basically Im just typing what I feel like typing. I touch my keyboard more than I hold my shake shake pencil nowadays.

sorry my pilot pencil. hehehe..

wah and again this is my blog rite.

hence my thoughts and rocks.

although yea I've lost some in college. yet I've found some in college.

college isn't that boring after all..

Am I right? I hope I am.

people from different levels have different ways of living.

so wanna join me? no? yes?

Up to you la.. haha I welcome you with my wide opened arms if you welcome me.

Im friendly eh.. haha!

Oh ya so that week,

coincidently,

ronka and I had the baking mojo..

she baked choco mud cake..

I baked butter marble cake..

haha.

yer. I emo liao cuz you said my cake tasted like cockroach.

but my cake nice ok. something is wrong with your tastebud.

actually I did tried baking eclairs on the night before i bake butter marble cake.

but my choux pastry turned out like hardrock.

outside not cook.

inside burnt.

i told evvaaasaaaakii bout it.

my eclairs burnt. I dun wan bake liao.

LOL. thats the diff between chef student and hotel student.

so wat so diff bout it?

chef student will think wat goes wrong and the hotel student will be upset cos its not good =p

-_-. okay fine.

my measurement for eclairs off so wrong

my microwave oven stupid so wrong

my house no oven lagi wrong

now u are thinking with ur brain :) after the guidance from CULA 9 Ken iwasaki

-______-

and and and

my mama said my eclairs can kill dog and she laughed at it.

-_-"

IM SO GONNA BAKE THE STUPID ECLAIRS AGAIN.. with a better recipe. hehehe

enough again for today.. gotta go dress up!!

going to my uncle's house later!!

TOMORROW is my cousin's wedding..

aw..

they are together for 10 years!!!

and now they are building their very own sweet home!!

so sweet...

happie happie joy joy!!

++++

my babe bo just read my blog. he said my cake was really nice. and his family actually liked it..

hahah. why his family.

cuz i baked one cake for his dad as a bday cake.

according to him, it was a surprise for his dad..

anyway,

HAPPY *BELATED* BIRTHDAY UNCLE!!!

: ) ..

-redtomato-

It exploded.

2008-11-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

Jealousy kills.

well quite true at least it gets me into some emotion conflicts inside me myself there here somewhere dunno where la shit.

I didn't know how he feels all the time until that day i finally had that kind of feeling inside me..

when i was told about his past with those kns-stupid-photos which actually got me into some kind of jealous jealous angry siao stupid moment.

owh well.. at least he is being honest rite.. hehe. so I should be happie happie bout it.

he took the initiative to show me all the stupid hiden folders which have the photos of her and her. he didnt scream at me when i started pressing the poor keyboard like nobody's business. with the tak-tak-tak-tak-tak sound.

he was nice enough to turn me over when i give him my backside to have my own merajuk session. He kept talking to me when i put myself to silent mode for almost 2 hours to have my merajuk session again.

there was a moment or two. i thought i was just a substitute or a replacement.

Sometimes I just couldn't stop myself from thinking about all these though its already over.

got nagged or I should say got scolded by my huggies-dry-pampers oh shit no la. just my friends la who give me good advices and lend me ears when needed.

he said, aiyer big girl liao you jealous cuz you love him.

she said, this is not kuai lan, its JIAK CHO.

I jealous on how he treated his so called friends last time.

I jealous how close he used to be with them.

I jealous cuz i want him to be mine.

aiyer hahaha. shit i shy liao.

ok enough of Jealousy. hahaha.

I still love him.

The way he loves me..

2008-11-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

I feel your love for me even when we are far apart..

after reading so many love letters from you..

I guess its my turn now to write a love letter for you..

hence , this post..

for the only one,

还没与你在一起之前，我兜了很大的圈。。总是遇不到对的人。

从未想过会有这么的一天。。

我从未想过那时的你会对我有感觉，

然而爱情的苗已开始慢慢地在我们之间发芽了。

刚开始在一起的时候发生了很多事，我还记得坚强的你不断的给我信心。。

你安慰我，你开解我，陪伴着我。

曾经有过放弃的想法，但你的执著让我们熬过了一切。

既然都开始了，就要面对一切。。那是你说的。

你的包容及忍让。。

让我一次又一次的闹脾气。

为了看到你对我的关怀，担心我。。

我耍任性，要你吃醋。。

不顾后果做出任何能伤害到你的行为。。

但你从没想过要离开无理取闹的我。。

而且无论谁对谁错，

到最后你还是会想我低头认错。。

你的委屈从未向我发泄过。。

你对我的好，我从不珍惜。。

也不懂得如何珍惜。。

还嫌弃你，认为你不够好。。

有时候，你告诉我是为我好。。

固执的我却认为说你想太多。。

从不肯在你面前低头。。

你的无奈，伤心都往肚里吞。。

不曾抱怨过。。

我还真以为我好到让你对我没有怨言。。

原来你对我的爱意以超出了我对你的爱。。

你的真心，就连外人都看得出。。

而我却不懂得珍惜。

为了让她接受你，

你改变你自己，

努力读书。。

很开心现在她已开始慢慢地接受你。。

你从不要求什么，

只求我能在你身旁，

只求我能过得开心点，

只求我能幸福，

只求我给你拥抱，

只求我能在你病的时候照顾你，

只求我多关心你一点。

为了让我幸福，

你有求必应。。

你给我抱抱。。

你丑化自己。。

你给我快乐。。

你牺牲很多。。

你还对我说过，

“ahbo, 如果有这样的一天，我希望你比我早走。。

我不想看见你为我而哭。我宁愿哭的人是我。”

“ahbo, 我很爱你，是真的。虽然我什么都没有，可是我会把最好的都给你让你过得好一点。”

我很感动，可是我从未在你面前表现过。。

而且还做出一副没什么的表情让你觉得失望。。

每一回，你都会问我有没有话要与你说。

我总是一笑而过。。

我想在这里告诉你，

我会加油，

不再让你为我而烦。。

不再让你为我担心。。

不再让你为我生气。。

在一起的这段日子里，

我们经历了很多，

也让我们的感情变得更坚固。

我很爱你，

我很开心有你在我的身旁，

你不可以离开我，

因为我不知道将来还会有谁像你那样，

包容我，

珍惜我，

爱我。

Han, I love you.

I wish I could hold your hand till the day I die..

-redtomato-

When I see the clouds getting darker..

2008-11-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

I just feel..

aimless..

clueless..

probably just sad...

I think I care.. but it seems like I am thinking too much..

yet,

It always makes me think..

I guess, after all Its my fault for ruinning everything..

you deserve everything yet I deserve nothing.

refering me as a she is actually quite heartbreaking..

Though I am still trying to make things better from worst.

Should I care?

Im just not that tard carefree..

Sometimes I think I care too much which is very unnecessary..

or i shall use a better word.

useless

pointless

after so long, I'm still thinking...

and yea I feel the sin now..

so do you?

you dun have to i guess...

You have did nothing wrong and I was the one..

The word she means nothing to you but it means alot to me..

at least I don't use that on you..

life has it's up and down..

I'll just have to bear with it..

I'm grateful at least I have you as the one I should be with once in my lifetime..

Laughing my head off..

2008-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back..

the only thing I miss is the way my taxi driver in kelantan laugh..

hmm-hmmm~~~

hahaha!! OMG.. I laugh when he laughs..

nothing other than that..

should have recorded it down..

owh well.. too bad larh..

home manyak sugar sweet home..

should start a new chapter..

Donka, how sooon is your soon??

this soon?

that soooooooooooooooooooon?

owh..

very soon..

super soon..

on the 28th of october year 2008..

(9:48 PM) ann de buaya:hey

(9:49 PM) ann de buaya:vid asked me to tell u tat

(9:49 PM) ann de buaya:he's coming back

(9:49 PM) ann de buaya:on 5th

On 5th

HAHAHA!!

see, even shenzhen doens't want you..

come back lah lu.. come back this kanan kanan place la..

sure become damn kns..

HAHA!! =p

With the oo together gether with the laaa and laaaa..

2008-10-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

Im here for today..

feeling tired..

dun wanna do my assignments..

ahahha!! but i have to la..shit..

haven even started.

kns!

and im flying off in 6 hours time..

wth..

its just a domestic flight..

OMG..

my dad doesnt want to drive..hence we share driver with the others..

eh no.. not driver..

share pilot..

yer..

sounds so lame.. nvm..

i likey!!

I haven pack..

syiok..

damn nice...

k la..

boring..

bye!

Remember the potato land.. Stop Spining so FAST larh..

2008-10-08T22:22:00.001+08:00

Date : 3rd of October, 2008

Venue : KNS redbox, Curve

Purpose : Donka's Farewell

Dress code : Smart Casual

That date marked the imcomplete of the Onka's Family..

Due to the departure of the Donka to ShenZhen for pretty mei mei..

HOHOHO.. no laa.. for his future loh..

go work lo..

go bring his smell good buttock back lo..

go seek for pretty mei mei lo..

go enjoy all the kiri kiri jalan lo..

the 7 of us, the Onka's with 2 cars..

picked jiaer and leng leng from One Utama then headed to our destination..

met up with the others at redbox..

OMG.. the K box was so damn freaking small..

we were just sitting few inches away from the screen..

few inches NOT EVEN 1 FEET..

maybe laa 1 feet but STILL!!

so near.. kns!!

damn small..

damn corner..

we paid so much and yet we got so little thing..

and when i was walking around the buffet counter that time rite,

I saw the staff took out the cake from the fridge,

he said, "ah who who who (which i dunno who ah), the cake expired d.."

-.-..

and we were getting one of those cake..

since we got all the rotten stuff or what so ever..

so must utilize abit more than usual la.

the lighting.. the sound system..

but rite, the mic in redbox got no dettol smell..

so hor.. I was just wondering la..

do they do deep cleaning for the mic ah?

all saliva trap there leh..

damn gross..

ronka.

Mr.Manga..

The cause of the imcomplete.

Donka.

The Onka's

The serious Gay..

prettiee jiaer,cause of imcomplete,chinadoll leng

weeet.. haha..

happie happie..

jiaer,Mr.Manga,Sonka

yea donka, 1st pose not like that.. my mistake..

but it was something like that..

ronka,donka,manga

Leng and sonka

earthquake suddenly...

got stuck on the door..

damn bright.. group photo taken by the staff..

you no skill lo you..

sry to say that.. cuz I don't like redbox d.. waste my money..

Yum seng!!

and since we were all on our mood to go high high up..

so look out point was chosen to continue our barcardi limon..

we parked our car near some thai boys..

they were singing thai songs originated from chinese songs..

so hor..

when they were singing in thai version with their guitar..

we sang in chinese version..

damn nice..

they damn syiok..

after a while..

present giving session..

with lotsa PINWHEELS..

coincidence la donka..

so pinwheel pinwheel laa..

100% handmade photo album plus minus the materials..

100% factory made Nike pinwheel..

100% handmade manual can spin petite pinwheel and multicolour monkey..

yer.. why never cry on the spot..

mission failed..

ronka and sonka..

Manga,Donka,Ronka..

they look like white nose elephant..

new species lo..

What was i doing that time?

The Onka's

the barcardi limon, the lighter,the cigarette..

Manga and Hana..

i like this picture.. background cantik..

We suka Kay-elle C C..

Hana and Jiaer..

the gurls..

the boys..

since it's the last outing with donka before he left..

we took some photos with his car and his gadgets instead of him..

ronka with mr atos.

sonka with mr atos.

the white shades, mr atos, mr purple..

Mr purple miss you!!

Donka, no need buy safety vest la.. wear your shoe..

bright enough..

can kill my eyes..

Group photo..

nice one..

it shows how much we miss you donka!!

Manga with mr atos.. sharing thoughts..

to be continued..

this is not the end of the story of the Onka's family..

So you better come back ya the cause of imcomplete!!

=p..

I'm still getting over it.. been through alot this week.

I miss you..

-redtomato-

你要记得我

2008-10-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

当大姐把你抱回来的时候，你还是一只瘦瘦的小狗。

你的到来，为我们一家添加了很多快乐的时光及回忆。

girl girl, 　

你那可爱的样子，

听见怪声的表情，
你的一切一切,

以前你最喜欢庭院咬着你那红色的球,

在草地上翻滚，

或是在家里跑上跑下。

自从家里多了弟弟以后，你也就慢慢地懒了。

那时的我们只当你老了，觉得失宠了，

而不玩了。

我们从未想过你生病了还觉得你越来越胖了。

前几天，你开始没有食欲。

不肯吃，

只喝水，

喝了水，

又吐水。

终于开始感觉到你的身体状况亮了红灯，

把你带去兽医所，

医生说你的心脏有问题，

已经很严重，

你的肥是因为你肚子里有水而涨涨，

你的懒是因为你的呼吸困难。

以为打了针的你会好一些，

我带着大包小包就出门了。

时不时会想到你，

半夜12点，

大姐打来，

说你很辛苦，

天真的我，

以为你能熬过这一次的难关。

半夜2点，

我回到家了，

刚关好门，

爸爸下来告诉我，

你没了。

妈妈说，

你在等我回来，

当你听到我开门的声音时，

你喘了三下就停止呼吸了。

当我上楼看你的时候，

你还是温的，　

可是你的心跳没了。

今天早上，

爸爸把你带走了，

我一时想不起你快乐的表情。

我不敢在客厅一个人坐着，

每一个角落都有你的影子。

看见你的衣服，

想到你新年时穿着它在婆婆家跟二姐一起讨红包。

二姐对你不起，

我不应该出去，

我没有照顾到你，

就连你走的时候，

你都在想着我，

等我，

才肯离开。

我很想你，

你要乖知道吗？

你永远是二姐心中那可爱的girl girl 知道吗？

二姐很爱你

很遗憾，我没有与你拍过合照。

你活在我心中。

Stick that one on your bubu buttock..

2008-09-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

Don't tag me laa next time..

ahbo, nex time dun play tags..

if you wan dun tag me pls..

I lazy..

Your . . .
Name :
- Seeuway
- SawSiewWei
- Soey Sonka aka Ahbo kap

Sisters :
- 1

Brothers :
- none

Shoe size :
- UK size 6

Height :
- 162 cm, not too tall yet not too short..

Where do you live :
- on earth.. why do you wanna know?

Favourite drinks :
- Lime Juice..

Favourite breakfast :
- i don't really have breakfast..

Have you . . .
Ever been on a plane ?
- yayaya..

Swam in the ocean :
- I don't swim in the ocean.. im too good in imagining if there's a shark in the ocean..

Fallen asleep at school :
- yess.. with my bag as my pillow.. tissue to wipe my saliva off.. HAHA..

Broken someone’s heart :
- i suppose.. =S

Fell off from your chair :
- Don't know.. maybe i think..

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call :
- yeaa..

Saved e-mails :
- nope.

What is . . .
Your room like :
- my room?? cuz its my room..

Right beside you :
- a wooden side table with my alarm clock,remote controlS and my purple empty tissue box..

The last thing you ate :
- ketchup crab..

Ever had . . .
Chicken pox :
- yea. when i was young..

Sore throat :
- too lame to be answered..

Stitches :
- nope.. but i have a scar on my face..

Broken nose :
- nope..

Do you . . .
Believe in love at first sight :
- maybe.. maybe not..

Like picnics :
- can be considered.. it depends on the venue actually.. haha.. BAGAN BABEH!!

Who was the . . .
Last person you danced with :
-HAHA.. MANGA!! seaweed ah seaweed..

Last made you smile :
- my boy..

Last you yelled at :
- my sister...

Today . . .
Did you talk to someone you like :
- yeaa..

Kissed anyone :
- nope.. never get to see him today.. miss you!! :(

Got sick :
- im feeling good recently.. i hope.. BUT IM SNEEZING..

Talk to an ex :
- yesh..

Miss someone :
- yesh.. very badly..

Best feeling in the world:
- when he hugs me..

Do you sleep with stuffed animals :
- nope.. my bed is small enough to fit just me with my 3 pillows.. HAHA..

What’s under your bed :
- nothing..

Who do you really hate :
- dun la hate ppl.. tiring lo..

What time is it now ?
- 10.29pm

Random . . .
Is there a person who is on your mind now :
- yesh..

Do you have any siblings :
- sudah bagitau.. 1.. the ONLY 1..

Do you want children :
- yeaa but not now..

Do you smile often :
- yes i think.. too much sometimes..

Do you like your hand-writing :
- don't have a constant one.. but i still like my handwriting..

Are your toe nails painted :
- nope.. but sometimes yea.. dark purple.. nice howkay..

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :
- it depends..

What color shirt are you wearing now :
- red..

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday :
- I was sleeping..

When did you cry last :
-cant remember..

Are you a friendly person :
- I am a friendly person if you think I am.. but yea.. I am.. :)

Do you have any pets :
- yesh.. 2 dogs..

Where is the person you have feelings for right now :
- at home.. infront of the pc..

Did the last person you held hands with you mean anything to you now :
- yesh..definately..

What do you think :
- gonna start doing my assignments..

Do you sleep with the TV on :
- sometimes..

What are you doing right now :
- blogging... listening to music..

Have you ever crawled through a window :
- what for??

Can you handle the truth :
- perhaps..

Are you too forgiving :
- i guess i am..

Are you closer to your mother or father :
- ma mere...

Who was the last person you cried in front of :
- my sister..

How many people can you say you’ve really loved :
- people around me..

Do you eat healthily :
- nope... thats why im gaining weights..

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex :
- i dun think i have any..

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you :
- yeah..

If you’re having a bad day, who'd you most likely to go to :
- i prefer staying in my room..

Are you loud or quiet most of the time :
- depends.. i may be loud and quiet at the same time..

Are you confident :
- i hope i am..

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago :
- crying..
- i used to take more than 1 hour to finish my dinner...
- i got no friends last time so i was alone most of the time..
- faught with a gurl in my class.. she asked everyone to boicot me and she threw my pencil case into a wet wet rubbish bin..
- thought of my mommy every single day and night... i love you mommy..

5 snacks I enjoy :
- seaweed
- chocolate bars
- sour plum
- cloud 9
- clorects

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :
- buy monogram and throw it at those losers..
- eat eat eat
- donate donate
- colour the whole world into purple
- give my parents some of the money..

5 of my bad habits :
- last min..
- straight forward
- can die without music
- get too emotional easily
- dun really drink water..

DONE DONE DONE..

ONKAS!! dont TAG me edi pls..

au revoir pinwheel.. the spinning wheel..

2008-09-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

on 21st of september year 2008,

the 9 of us..

2 cars..

2 pin pin wheels..

1 mr icebox..

1 destination

bagan babeh.. there we went!!

started our day with DIM SUM at DJ..

owh before that, 2 OnkaS and some of them had some fun in blitzone..

COD.. nice?? i dunno.. i dun play online games..

went back to my house to print out second set of MAP as my ka-ching donka left his map at home..

then off to BAGAN!!

A belated goodbye to my colourful pinwheel..

at the bus stop where you commited suicide with the help of ronka..

thanks for colouring my mirror in my room for few months..

looking at me how i dress myself up every single day..

on the way to bagan..

some sparks got lighted up..

with the bang bang with the limo..

"ah shit my bumper.. ah shit my number plat.."

and the charcoal dark indian face of the kfc lady..

with 2 damn nonsense rounds we made just to trick the spectra at the roundabout which is just few metres away from our destination..

then here we reached bagan lalang..

that was the last time i saw another pinwheel..

us posing at the beach..

(F to B) remi aka tuan, manga lee and ahbo..

we are family..

ronka the elmo..

sonka the cookie monster..

donka the onka lovers!!!

others are the photos we took in Bagan..

where we left our footsteps..

our laughs..

our happie happie joy joy moments..

<3>

we packed and left Bagan around 6..

stopped by at some dragon fruit stall...

the aunty gave us unlimited dragon fruits to try..

hence the others also bought quite a number of dragon fruits in return..

owh i was abit too.. happie to see dragon fruits.. HAHA...

and being the smartie, we took the wrong way and we ended up reaching Ampang for korean food around 8 or 9 i cant remember..

all hungry..

all tired..

again..

ada chivas..

ada kita..

ronka camwhored with the chivas again..

and someone got abit hyper on that day..

due to the chivas-ness..

=p..

end of the story..

with endless fun we had..

One last goodbye to both pinwheelS.. at least one of you went back to where you were from..

-redtomato-

At least I'm happy

2008-09-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

I have friends who care for me..

I have my boy to love me.

I see rainbow when i look into the sky after the rain..

I'm happy..

happie happie joy joy..

come my friends,

HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

*edited*

I'm replying eventhough i find it quite stupid..

i just wanna stop the game that you think im trying to start..

haha.. wateva fuck it is.. i like can edi..

I've forgave and Im forgetting..

I don't hold grudge on anyone..

Im so touched when ppl actually dedicated a post for me..

at least they care how the others think of them..

thanks..

I have my own limits, I BURST when i think its time to do so..

I apologize if i really did HURT you or what so ever..

SORRY.

yea, using words like childish or immature on me may sound right as Im still 17 not even 18 yet..

at least and again i don't get anyone or even my parents involved when im having any problems regarding SHIT like this.. I don't need them to waste time on my rubbish nonsense..

unless its something to do with KA-CHING..

I go straight when I beh tahan , unlike anyone else out there..

sitting down there keep quiet..

I confront, thats me..

come to think of it,

yea, I admit i'm wrong BUT you are wrong as well..

I just can't take it when i see you pushing things away and let the others handle as you are supposed to be one to do..

i kept quiet for the 1st time, then for the 2nd time till for dunno how many times..

have you ever notice that??

i don't think so..

but its okay..

its up to you whether you wan to know or not..

I dunno wats on with your family matters and I don wan to know...

but using that as your reason and again.. fine its up to you..

did i say your family is useless??

No, i swear to god i didn't..

I don't even greet ppl's mother or bring out their whole family when i curse..

yea, i say fuck chee bye kns kan lin diao.. so what..

as i've said, i don't like greeting the seniors with all these SHITS..

everyone has their own family..

you have probs but it doesnt mean the others got no probs with their families..

*touchwood*

I've changed? human beings change according to the environment.. just like the weather..

I don't have to check on myself.. who knows me better than myself..

of cuz la myself..

hey, after all.. i just wanna stop the nonsense..

my blog is where i express my thoughts and feelings..

you read you angry you wan give me an answer..

okay i accept.. and now my only one and last reply for you on this matter..

im writing this cuz i care.. sounds fake heh?

but im serious.. no joke..

im sorry if im wrong, yes i am.. i do admit...

i don bring gang with me, i prefer solo..

I don't have any connections with the outside world but i know i have friends who care for me..

Have you every thought of why is everyone moving away from you?

Why is everything getting worse nowadays?

at first i thought why are they moving away.. slowly i started to find out the problems that occured.. Do you know wat are the problems?

don't know?

dun give a damn shit?

dun fucking wanna think bout it?

probably its time to think..

at least, It keeps me thinking..

if you are the leader, take the responsibilties and do your best..

and ill respect you as i should..

nuff said.. thanks for reading..

I still want you to be my friend.. but its up to you..

-redtomato-

Notice me but not the board..

2008-09-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

i dont do TAGS.. but yeah im doing it now..

why??

My beloved purple green RonKa tagged me..

why should i bother??

cuz,

syiok! -.-

+++++++

a. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself..

b. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly..

c. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names..

d. No tags back !!

+++++++

1. I'm super pure cinak not ah pek chinese and i'm not indonesian..

2. I don't mind eating potatoes and looking like a tomato all the time...

3. I love to be in my room for the sake of my not so privacy's PRIVACIES...

4. I'm not that skinny yet i'm not below average..

5. I hate my PHONE.. can anyone of you just spoil my phone without letting me know so that i can show my dad and tell him that my phone is spoiled PERMANENTLY and i need a NEW PHONE BADLY..

6. I want the whole entire world to be in PURPLE colour..

7. I'm vegetarian for this month.. i vege ppl all around..

8. I talk,laugh and joke loudly.. as in REALLY loud... i just heard my mom telling my aunty that why is her daughter getting Shooo manly nowadays.. =.=

9. my face is round..

10. I cry easily.. quite easy i would say..

11. Heaven knows is the candle when i'm in the dark..

12. I don't like U-Turn.. deh deh kiaaaaa... all the way straight..

13. I don't really like sitting in front of the pc desk but still, I have to as i don't have any laptops on my lap..

14. I love hugging people..i hug when i want to.. regardless who but of cuz la someone i know.. Hug is an action plus a warm feeling eventhough you can't see the person you are hugging but you can feel the heartbeats..

15. I need surprise to spice up my life.. from you or you or you.. i shall wait for that day.. =)

Bonne Journee!

i yak zai this month..

-redtomato-

Vege here heartless there..

2008-09-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

we are now down to the not so cold but hot connexion which is another training restaurant for hotel school students.

Being the brave me, i took up the challenge and i was the first Res.Manager for our very first service in connexion..

I would say it was good.. not too bad..

but yea laaa.. sure got issues...

(personally i do think yea!! THERE WERE ISSUES..)

you as the head but you tend to push everything to the others and act like as if you're very BUSY..

busy wat??

busy relaxing??

wat bout the others??

they got NO LIFE is it??

some even skipped their class just to get us something but you wat..

when i ask, you ignored and pushed everything away by saying you already have it..

and you just took it when ppl offered you..

wat was your REASON again??

cuz someone forgot to bring for you..

VEGE YOU..

like i believe..

i dun care if you read my blog.. you wan hate me then go ahead..

i just beh tahan you.. want bullshit or gossip..

up to you..

you another one, heartless.. or should i say that you are just plain enjoying your life when you have no probs..

you asked for help when you need help..

yea i helped.. i remember i DID helped..

but what..

when i need help, what do i hear from you??

AIYAA.. they sure got ppl come wan laa..

Amazing..

Is that what im suppose to get in RETURN??

heh.. interesting..

so next time when you ask for help i shall just sit there and say,

aiya, sure got ppl come wan la..

im not you.. i dun practice that HABIT.. im not as carefree as you..

the others, at least you guys tried your best which i know..

thanks alot!! really thanks alot.. i owe you guys.. ill remember that..

life has its up and down.. so wateva laa

vege you ppl..

i yak zai this month.. follow me ppl.. lead a healthy lifestyle..

-redtomato-

Not far away.. just there..

2008-09-03T15:00:00.000+08:00

i found him after all...

always there..

ahbo, make sure you carry me and don't let go no matter how heavy i am k..

happie happie joy joy!!

Just a dream

2008-08-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

so yesterday, everything seemed so far away..

HAHA!!

bullshit..

few days ago.. a lucky star dropped from the sky and persuaded my sister to lend me her phone since she was using my dad's CANGGIH phone on that day..

so right..

tuesday - nokia 6120

wednesday - MOTO V9 *yeng mouuuu* and i love you PAPA!! MUAKZ!!

yea.. sounds damn ULU..

but i dun care..

ive been using a stupid-ugly-throw-dog-dog-also-dun-wan PHONE..

so wateva laa..

all the photos are from MOTO V9..

went yu yee with leng,kayee and seb after class before we go for GROUP D's service on the WED-nes-DAY..

so take out the PHONE.. snap here and there...

leng..

HAHA.. Kayee..

SEB..

i like this photo howkay..

damn nice.. haha..

went back to school after some time..

LUNCH TIME..

served by GROUP D..

ronka..

roses are red..

daisy is white.. and the wrapper is purple..

the RM- BOBO

the four supporters..

the D's..

here comes the food.. and there goes into my tummy..

starter..

kayee's main course..

my kookooruukookoo..

dessert..

look at kayee. HAHA!!

so funny..

they served me.. HAHA..

as usual.. i love asking for MORE sauce PLss.....

i know i damn irritating... dun care..

笑脸.. :)

thats BOBO.. emo sial.. hahaha!!

-redtomato-

One step closer..

2008-07-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

OOlaalaaa... my sister can mix with my friends..

hahaa..

so ah.. next time i can go out with my friends until late night but with one condition..

BRING MA BEAO-TI-FOOL SISTER WITH ME!!

met up with david, huiZhi and hanabo in Sg Wang last sunday since my parents were not around..

hanabo's big FANS supported him for some basketball competition..

too bad i missed it.. but its okay...
my main point of going there was to buy my shoes..

SCANDAL!! HOHOHO!!

merry christmas....

the gurl on my left is not my sister, neither the gurl on my right is my sister..
hahahaa...

okay la.. she is my sister...

haha..

although she was sick that day, but she really had fun with my friends..

mind you.. ITS MY FRIENDS..

hahaha...

so yeng...

-redtomato-

let's put on a smile on your face..

2008-07-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

why so serious?

HAHAHA!!

yeah!! i've watched the dark knight!!

not bad eh.. but 2 hour ++...

better pee before you watch..

thats my only advice..

HOHOHO..

Let's make it this way..

and again.. i went out with you...

you were SooOOoOOooo CUTE that day..

i wonder why??

miss me too much eh.. hehe..
reached OU about 10.30.. you were soo happy just because of the FREE parking..

went nando's for lunch after getting movie tickets..

with your story telling time..

and NOT SO CANDID shotS..

HOHOHO..

had some fun with JOKER after lunch..

OMG!!
pee before you go in for any movies..

especially those 2 hours plus plus movies...

+++++++++++++

you were nice enough..

to choose sexy thongs with me.. *OMG*

telling me black is shoo SEXAY..

*nose bleed*

went for a drink at theobroma chocolate lounge before we left..

sitting next to you, sharing a cup of drink..

i just love that..

: )

puzzle, yet to be solved...

-redtomato-

ku BERDOSA

2008-07-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

i know too much!!

too much information for this month!!

sinful!!!!

BERDOSA!!

must go temple edi...

Meet up my Eyes

Never Ending Is what We want.

Anger Burns

Wave it. Your Toleration.

I found it back.

素食面包

Being a student again

Santa is here.

Wow its Blogspot

Ding Dong Bell.

What to do for OFF day?

=D

nice? not really but its nice.

The letter L

Screwed..

This really sucks

The rhythm of heart beating..

Should I stop here?

Hoping for better day

Gone liao to the sky

I guess this should be up! *failed*

Chicken Cordon Bleu

From a building to a flat ground

coming up

ding dong the door is opened.

bite my ass you want?

I found my twins!!!

Hello to my new name ah wei,

It hits me in the mid of nite!

smile isn't that hard to show.

oh bo oh bo oh BOBO

If I could.

Conflicts pas Cornflakes.

Ting Tang

Im swaying a lil too fast till I feel the pain in my head.

Sway together shall we?

the sound of dropping it.

It says drip drop.

where are they?

my cupid no need to buy specs d.

MooooOOooooo

When it means everything..

My hottie is getting hotterr!

Here comes the 9...

Someone came to the town the other day.

Reunion of the keruingians 06/07

Hip Hip Hooray! ✿

Hello Parameswara.

woot too high!

It exploded.

The way he loves me..

When I see the clouds getting darker..

Laughing my head off..

With the oo together gether with the laaa and laaaa..

Remember the potato land.. Stop Spining so FAST larh..

你要记得我

Stick that one on your bubu buttock..

au revoir pinwheel.. the spinning wheel..

At least I'm happy

Notice me but not the board..

Vege here heartless there..

Not far away.. just there..

Just a dream

One step closer..

let's put on a smile on your face..

ku BERDOSA

I guess this should be up! failed